Little Things happened

Drop in here without an idea to write. During sem break, in mood to post something here but not free. So~ what I can share? Let see...how it's go on....

Yih Shean (cousin) wedding

I was her "bridesmaid". LOL ~ Actually I was informed half year before the wedding. I planned to slim down at first. Who knows my disobedient mouth keep on chewing authomatically the body expands. T.T Although image look in the photo is spoilt, memories were still appreciated. Finally she found someone LOVE her the most forever. Am I right to say like this? Pure love for puppies, true love in wedding. Can a baby pop out a year later ? ^^

Internship

Next sem gonna have our industry training. Got the acception by a consultant firm in hometown. Why choose hometown? I have no reason to stay in KL. Who care the allowances?  What really hope ---> I can learn more. Again, remind yourself. You can slow but don't stand. I'm just so worry many years later when you guys meet me up I'll stand exactly the place I am now. 

New Toy

I got a new toy. Thanks my family. I'll try to take care of it as well as possible. Gonna control myself and don't misuse its functions but fully use. You guys too ~ technology benefits us a lot. However its defects are all the way too.

I still love the old one honestly as very least people having the same as mine. XD Relics as the things inside you couldn't get in others. Yeah, it is one of the present from Yen before I entered college as an encouragement.

Result

Overall under satisfaction. Except one.  @@

STOP ! =) Thanks

Puppy Love

I watched a Thailand movie last few days. It is just a very very ordinary love story. However make me think much. The girl is so pretty and the boy is so handsome. What really attracted me is not about appearance but the character of them.

 When we were young , love is simple. You wouldn't realise how hard you tried and changed yourself because of someone. Changes and  efforts are never such things to make you tired. We can do everythings just to attract the one you love, Amazing. Innocence heart is the greatest and brightest star that lead us to step close with your beloved.

  We getting older and mature. It is so great to have a simple love but so far to catch. Love and beloved may become our burden. Sometimes you found that it is so tough to meet a right man in the right time. We don't know where the problems come from? Are my requirement too high or study and work make you forget about what is love? Sometimes even there is someone you are with but you found out that a lot difficulties between you.

  No matter how. Once get stick don't simply give up. Let the love inclusive all our weakness. No point to stay only during good time and that no word to promise when you don't mean it. There will be a LOVE belong to us and never go away when we live "seriously". ^^

 It's the last teen year for me. Definately, single is free,enjoyed to be single. However puppy love is one of the sympathise for my babyhood. I believe puppy love is memorable for you even when you gone. 

当下

写了又擦,擦了又写~最后,写了就这些~

很累,

很 开心,

很多受获,

真正想说的是,

我从来没想过,

原来,当心打开...这世界那么美好!

每一段人生,都有不同的人经过...好人坏人...

不必太介意一切的一切...

让时间证明它们...

我们何必苦了自己去害怕坏人的恶行对别人的伤害?

因为只有遇过雨天, 才懂得珍惜阳光.

总有一天你会看得见里头的含义.

培养有内涵的我们

事事放在心上,时时不能开心.朋友,当你忽略我,我提醒自己或许生活太忙让大家没时间坐下好好聊聊...所以当我不经易地的忽略了你时,可以不要太在意吗? 可能,对你们而言真的没什么...^^ 我很开心你能这样想...担心的一切只是我一面的多虑. 可是, 并不是说我们都可以又或应该忽略对方因为被忽略的感觉真的不好受. 不懂你有没有常想"他"(家人,朋友,知己)一直默默为你付出与关心你. 而你觉得一切都是理所当然.你不懂人一直付出和维持一段情谊真不容易,单方面的努力经营更是有着许多辛酸与泪水.你不懂付出也至少学会珍惜.

 有时,真的很累...累到受不了...红了眼眶也不敢哭不要哭...因为花哭的时间都没有. 电话里的妈妈,懂我,她安慰说不是不行只是累了所以有时做起事来毛手毛脚(这是家人的伟大).生呼吸生呼吸...泪(累)会倒流...^^  在生活里的另一头,试想想如果你是那么的认真过活但换来的还是被忽略与比较. 真的不好受~

亲爱的你们, 一个微笑能让早晨亮起,一个分享能让人窝心. 一个不经易的批评,忽略与伤害可以过了可以算但被批评的人的早晨给你毁了. 没有人会刻意去毁别人的生活或许你做的一切只想对方好为他着想.你可以在自己的言行举止多加改进来献出你"最好的礼物(忠言)".一来你帮了他又好让对方坦然接受你的好意,那不是两全其美吗?

我们是人不是神. 我和你都会犯同样的错误.过度的批评会对别人做出想象不到的伤害;被忽略有着难言的心酸.一起尽最大的努力不要忽略身边的人,好吗?

Dinner

This week not only busy with study,assignment and preparation of test. I was busy in the kitchen everyday except Tuesday (class dismiss 9.00pm). Yup, it is good for health and save my pocket money. You wouldn't know the truth unless I tell you here.

Once upon a time,  I thought how amazing and wonderful life to live from home...Once upon a time, I complained dishes prepared by mum were not under my "standard"...Once upon a time, I am not willing to wait my family to eat, when I felt hungry, I will just go ahead looking for my meal alone...

Today everythings changed. Step back house, no one care have you eat, no one care are you hungry. Everyday eat the same few types of food around your living area, no one ask " what you want to eat today?" and no choice we still need to eat no matter how bored you are to such "oily" food. Sometimes you may think what is the big problem get use to all such little things?

Yeah, hungry can eat. No prepared dinner can go and buy. No one eat with you? ALONE!  Always alone ~ No matter how delicious the food are...all tasteless. How long the lonely dinner will keep on? I am so jealous that you having someone,friends and family who enjoy their dinner with you~ Appreciate it if you are the luck'ies' ...

Can I Run Away?

9.00 pm class dismissed. I hoped I can run back...

9.30pm just stepped back, kicked away the shoes. I ran for bath...

10.45pm, I don't have any idea to start my site surveying assignment. Hope can run away from here...

4 more tests next week...

How long such life carry on?

 I am tired.

 Honestly, things and works around already make me exhausted.

So, can you don't judge me recently?

 I scared, I will run away.

 I only need support ...keep your advise for next time because...

I scared, I will run away.

Run away from my weakness.

Run away from these.

Ya, I am the one who never change no matter how hard I try to improve.I knew.

I don't want to run away from you and here.

I just want to be responsible with my life.

Leave me alone.

It is the best way for you and me.

Father's Day

 星期日,我爸爸还在工作.

他绝对不会因为生日,父亲节...而休息...这个时候打给他肯定没时间和我聊上几句.

他的字典里就只有努力,工作.为了我们他忙了大半辈子.

我也不懂自己有那个本领为他忙上半辈子吗...

曾经我妈这样对我们说过,这个世界你谁都能忘记包括我,就是爸爸不行...

你不会懂我爸对我们的付出有多大,就如我不懂你有多爱你爸爸...^^

 我没写过"爸爸"的文章,也不会写因为我怕你把我爸抢走.

那是小小时候的傻想法.我不写还有一个原因,就怕自己没那本事把"爸爸"的文章写好...

想说看见爸爸一天天老去,心会疼.

以前,跌到能背起我们的爸爸现在只能扶起...

父亲节,我就希望他健康快乐.

下一世,下下一世都要做你女儿...^^

各位孩子别忘了和爸爸说声爸爸节快乐!