She hugged me in the 1st second. I smiled.
She asked are you okay? I said I am ok...
She said dont think so much just do it. I reply yup.
She asked why you look happy?I answered I dont have the reoson to be cry...
He bought some biscuit for me. I am touch.
He said hey dont like that,ok?dont like that... I smile and reply nothing.
She listened my words and would like to know what I will be do for next. I said waiting ...
She said I know what you thinking because she was last time.I listened silently and the hurt is warm.
She try her best to help me,support me always,help me to plan revise timetable...she is the one who always sit beside me.I said I am very strong.
I just want to tell you all.
I AM FINE.
Thanks.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
How I Passed The Month Before
13.1.2011
I still remember the day after Measurement...It killed me.Well,I controled my depression right now.I went shopping with San San, Wendy, Hui Yee and one of her friend.That was our first date.Oh~ I forgot took some pictures...We have next time.^^
20.1.2011
The stupid Kah Yan came back PV to visit us...The night San chat with us too untill 3 somethings.Don't miss up the 3 "pat bo zai' still chat when San and I go to bed.Aha~~ Girls is like that a lot to share and a lot fun when we get together.Early in the morning San woke up before the time we set...She can't sleep whole night.Haha...Anna....is that your bed too hard?
21.1.2011 and 22.1.2011
Yeah,Original Group C organised a trip to Genting.Early in the morning,Tony's brother fetch us to Gombak bus station.21st is San San's birthday.Erm..sorry that I didnt prepare her present well.^^ She wont care as long as our friendship last forever that is the most valuable for her n I.San...Hope you full use the masks that I gave you.That night they prepared a slices of cheese cake for her.Our pleasure moments were shown in the nice photos.
年三十晚
Reunion dinner...Its so glad.Sister rush back from KL.She didnt eat breakfast and lunch to complete all her works in office so that can come back on time to eat the dinner with us.My brother(work in Singapore)...he wont miss out these important section too.Beside that we celebrated Thin Foong birthday that night...hahaha...The two cute babies ...We stay together again in this Chinese New Year Eve.
14.2.11 Valantine Day
My Facebook status was "I wont hate Valantine Day though I an still SINGLE".The 1st day to go back Tarc.I am so happy to meet the friends in Tarc.Yeah! This CNY I didnt gambling at all, I swear!! ^^ However I broke it that day. Class cancled so Tony gang went his house to "bai nian".LOL...We start our gambling then...I won RM14 ^^ Tony so pity to lose his RM50 to us..."Jon,do you have enough money to take LRT",Sophie asked?! HAHA!! I already called them don't gambling what...haha...My life because of you gang become more fun! Thanks Tony grandmum for the angpau and his niece is so cute too...
元宵节
Maybe I was not so luck yesterday but I'm sure that was a touch and happy day.I tried to change group but FAILED.My mood was down untill I meet Pui Yan in library.All things was told to her.She brought me go basketball court .I had a match with her gang of friends.Thanks to allow me joined.That only one reason when I requested for basketball.Anna was not willing to cook with us,she said "I'm on diet".LOL!! However...^^ Yee Wen and Kah Yan miss out these..We enjoyed our pasta and "Tang Yuan"....
I still remember the day after Measurement...It killed me.Well,I controled my depression right now.I went shopping with San San, Wendy, Hui Yee and one of her friend.That was our first date.Oh~ I forgot took some pictures...We have next time.^^
20.1.2011
The stupid Kah Yan came back PV to visit us...The night San chat with us too untill 3 somethings.Don't miss up the 3 "pat bo zai' still chat when San and I go to bed.Aha~~ Girls is like that a lot to share and a lot fun when we get together.Early in the morning San woke up before the time we set...She can't sleep whole night.Haha...Anna....is that your bed too hard?
21.1.2011 and 22.1.2011
Yeah,Original Group C organised a trip to Genting.Early in the morning,Tony's brother fetch us to Gombak bus station.21st is San San's birthday.Erm..sorry that I didnt prepare her present well.^^ She wont care as long as our friendship last forever that is the most valuable for her n I.San...Hope you full use the masks that I gave you.That night they prepared a slices of cheese cake for her.Our pleasure moments were shown in the nice photos.
Reunion dinner...Its so glad.Sister rush back from KL.She didnt eat breakfast and lunch to complete all her works in office so that can come back on time to eat the dinner with us.My brother(work in Singapore)...he wont miss out these important section too.Beside that we celebrated Thin Foong birthday that night...hahaha...The two cute babies ...We stay together again in this Chinese New Year Eve.
He hug her tight!! ^^
My Facebook status was "I wont hate Valantine Day though I an still SINGLE".The 1st day to go back Tarc.I am so happy to meet the friends in Tarc.Yeah! This CNY I didnt gambling at all, I swear!! ^^ However I broke it that day. Class cancled so Tony gang went his house to "bai nian".LOL...We start our gambling then...I won RM14 ^^ Tony so pity to lose his RM50 to us..."Jon,do you have enough money to take LRT",Sophie asked?! HAHA!! I already called them don't gambling what...haha...My life because of you gang become more fun! Thanks Tony grandmum for the angpau and his niece is so cute too...
元宵节
Maybe I was not so luck yesterday but I'm sure that was a touch and happy day.I tried to change group but FAILED.My mood was down untill I meet Pui Yan in library.All things was told to her.She brought me go basketball court .I had a match with her gang of friends.Thanks to allow me joined.That only one reason when I requested for basketball.Anna was not willing to cook with us,she said "I'm on diet".LOL!! However...^^ Yee Wen and Kah Yan miss out these..We enjoyed our pasta and "Tang Yuan"....
Friday, January 7, 2011
Examination
During exam I am still writting here.This is not the way I like before.Everything has exception.A lot of things happened within this week.I just want to sketch it out to share with you.
1st,one of the PV12 19th floor Ipoh girls left yesterday.We have did a lot before she left.Her sound is no more.All touch words were hand in for her already.As a friend I wish her all the best.
2nd,english paper gone.Yesterday when I took this paper...feel so ashamed for my english.If I tell others that I have took almost ten years time for tuition in english.You will be so surprise why my english is still poor like SHIT.Another things I want to mention here is why I am still using english to write in here.Yeah,I don't wanna to give up on it.Therefore hope I can write more to improve.You notice my mistake kindly inform me personaly. ^^ Don't try to look me down.That is my way to learn.
3rd, Building Construstion.I think I have already put a lot of effort on it.Yet can answer it well.Don't talk about Score.It can pass that enough for me.If this let mum and Tyng know...aiyo~~nagging will start.
Phiew~~ another two paper to go...Good luck for myself .Almost two weeks didnt sleep before 12.00 midnight. Pimples and penda eyes...oh...ENOUGH! Go to bed right now.Good night and sweet dream.
1st,one of the PV12 19th floor Ipoh girls left yesterday.We have did a lot before she left.Her sound is no more.All touch words were hand in for her already.As a friend I wish her all the best.
2nd,english paper gone.Yesterday when I took this paper...feel so ashamed for my english.If I tell others that I have took almost ten years time for tuition in english.You will be so surprise why my english is still poor like SHIT.Another things I want to mention here is why I am still using english to write in here.Yeah,I don't wanna to give up on it.Therefore hope I can write more to improve.You notice my mistake kindly inform me personaly. ^^ Don't try to look me down.That is my way to learn.
3rd, Building Construstion.I think I have already put a lot of effort on it.Yet can answer it well.Don't talk about Score.It can pass that enough for me.If this let mum and Tyng know...aiyo~~nagging will start.
Phiew~~ another two paper to go...Good luck for myself .Almost two weeks didnt sleep before 12.00 midnight. Pimples and penda eyes...oh...ENOUGH! Go to bed right now.Good night and sweet dream.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
See Jiun
I write this to remind myself ,I Am Who I Am.If you feel I am ugly,then close your eyes.If you dislike me,please don't act like you like me so much in front of me.At least you can don't bother me.If you don't like my way just tell me.Maybe I will be dissappointed with myself but at least you are respected in my heart.
Listen,don't judge me through face.I keep quiet doesn't mean I don't care; it is because I am trying to accept,thinking, and if I realise that really is my problems I will be change. I trying my best to do what I can to anyone need help.However if you still though I didnt make use for you,please go a head.
When I treat you as my friend, hurt or shoot words may make me sad.Sad for a long long time.Searched the reasons,find out the problems ,sometimes even look down myself.I did all these because you reserved important place.
One day,I won't sad anymore and stand confidently in front of you and smile to you silently even you treat me worst.That mean I really don't care you anymore,stranger. In this world,there maybe still a lot of people dislike See Jiun.I am trying to ignore you to make myself Happier.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
My 1st Blog ^^
Hello to everyone who 1st view my blog here.It is totaly fresh for me to create a blog.Yeah,honestly since long time ago I have the idea to write but that only think.Think without action.So that is great to stay here to write a lot of nonsense.Erm...if possible I would like to share more in here for people who care and love me.Thanks, before you going to view my next post because I'm a lazy and emo person.Therefore,most properly will write when I have mood or free.So,friends please be patient to wait my next post.Haha..sound like there will someone waiting my post. Yup, I hope so to have u guys look through and leave some comments if you willing.
Okay,today will be a good day although now is only evening.You know why? Finally~ finally~ complete and pass up 3 assignments for this week.3 assignments make me almost EXHAUSTED.Before it came I have count for their arrive...phew~luckily it passed.I am not a smart student as others so I know I have work extra mile compare with others.I willing to do so if my effort really can make work better. However,obviously it didn't.Situation like this sometimes make me angry and dissapointed with myself.How could I'm that weak in all things? Words like this will keep on appear in my brain.I hope to be more independent and more confident.Just hope I can slove all the problems myself .
Beside that,I know girls will be 1st going to burst out when we get stress to much.Right?So people,don't worry about that because that the only way for us to kick out the stress.(Hope to be alone during the time but scare to be alone in the same time.) As a friend,please stay beside silently.That's the Best Support.
Anyway it passed.Life is like this.When the time you face problems it is also the time you learn more and know more from the hard time.People said "hard time can build a character",I'm always agree with that.During this two weeks,I get more from you guys.Hard time passed faster when there are someone to be with us.Sometimes I left things unspoken it doesn't mean I didn't realise.Is touch to think back to have you guys helping me in all that.What even more touch is I heard some nice sentences and words."Cheer~cheer~tomorrow we going to help you", "People who think you trouble is the one selfish","All things will be fine","Is like that~everyone having the same problems,don't worry".... I will remember it forever.Thanks you guys.
Hope you'll like My 1st Blog.
Okay,today will be a good day although now is only evening.You know why? Finally~ finally~ complete and pass up 3 assignments for this week.3 assignments make me almost EXHAUSTED.Before it came I have count for their arrive...phew~luckily it passed.I am not a smart student as others so I know I have work extra mile compare with others.I willing to do so if my effort really can make work better. However,obviously it didn't.Situation like this sometimes make me angry and dissapointed with myself.How could I'm that weak in all things? Words like this will keep on appear in my brain.I hope to be more independent and more confident.Just hope I can slove all the problems myself .
Beside that,I know girls will be 1st going to burst out when we get stress to much.Right?So people,don't worry about that because that the only way for us to kick out the stress.(Hope to be alone during the time but scare to be alone in the same time.) As a friend,please stay beside silently.That's the Best Support.
Anyway it passed.Life is like this.When the time you face problems it is also the time you learn more and know more from the hard time.People said "hard time can build a character",I'm always agree with that.During this two weeks,I get more from you guys.Hard time passed faster when there are someone to be with us.Sometimes I left things unspoken it doesn't mean I didn't realise.Is touch to think back to have you guys helping me in all that.What even more touch is I heard some nice sentences and words."Cheer~cheer~tomorrow we going to help you", "People who think you trouble is the one selfish","All things will be fine","Is like that~everyone having the same problems,don't worry".... I will remember it forever.Thanks you guys.
Hope you'll like My 1st Blog.
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