Who Can I Believe To

I have promised to you that what wrote in here genuineness. In the way to grow up, I found that no matter where, how, to whom, and what you share. Nothing will be agree by whole yet make argument between each other. It starts to make me tired and fed up with all such things. Sometimes I'll ask myself is it just a childish way to express all my emotional and opinion here. A lot of things can't voice out and it just that tough for me to break down it in heart.

  Hope Angle pass by may drop me a message which can guide me to the right way.

Follow Your Heart

  Hey guys, I think it's time to write and I am writing. Like what I put as Post Title. I have stayed in Home for about 2 months and that's another 2 months to go. If you ask am I regret to choose to have my Practical in Hometown. I think I may not able to answer you. =) That's always good and bad but I choose not to voice out much in negative thinking and comments.

  What for? If I tell you how sad I am ~how tough I face~ how worry I have ~ Are you going to cry with me? Are you going to help me? Are you really care I am blooding in heart? Do you know I try badly to stand up when I fell? I believe everyone is weak in mentally when you failed. Prove it ? Just try to Smile with a wound in your body. 

  Secondly, don't judge me with face. It's FACT and I found you're NOT REALISING. I showed how free I am when I free. It is same as I can't show you how busy I was because I was busying (where I have time to capture when I was doing works?) Don't you feel contradiction ? I do feel annoyed, SORRY to say that. What a DAMN and SUCK feeling now!

  Phiew ~ (after 30 minutes) ~Con't 

  Fine ~ =) SMILE ! Let's share something Happy.

  

  During the period of practical, sometime I feel touch with my dad acting. Wake up earlier just to send me to office and bring me enjoy our great breakfast before work. 

  I do feel proud to meet a kind, nice and amazing Principle for my Practical. I still remember what he told me...The MOST meaningful words. Girls, slow and steady. It's no point to speed up but everything wrong. Do your works accurately is more important. When you catch up automatically development in speed. ^^ I'll keep it in mind & heart forever. 

  Seriously, I am here to promise that I am going to take good good care of my health. Skin allergic badly and backbone pain last for a month. I went for blood test today. Lack of blood in body and totally no blood can be taken out with 3 holes. I need go and make it in another day again. =( 

  Mum was running in and out looking for Chinese Medicine for me last month. Finally backbone is cured. Say NO to cold drink and spicy food. Honestly, I'll still take some without her knowing. :p 

  Okay, totally can't finish all stories here. =) The sequence of Life is same as my blog, Up and Down. Doesn't matter. It's a Fun, fly Up to sky and Down to wonderland. Sorry, my language is freaking bad. LOL ! 

一个人

一个人的时候 很无聊

一个人的时候 很无助

一个人的时候 很无奈

这是人生的过程

一个人 要自力

慢慢就习惯了

一个人的时候 亲人给的鼓励 

短短的 但稳住了我恐慌的心 

Father

Dad , I grew up already. 

You are the person that I get everything from you without a Thanks.
So go ahead to do so next time.

I know that's not an easy job.Where's your strength come from ? 
Make Home Warm and Lovely.

I hope to jog near the forest, climbing and have a cycle match with you again.

But I'm just away from home. I wish you stay healthy always.

Can the time just get slow a bit ? Don't make my daddy getting older and older.

May I do anything for you ?

How great  if I could buy the years that has gone so that your white hairs turn back to black. 

You are my idol in my life. Thanks, you've give The Best Home and The Best Things.  

Am I your proud ? Are you still worrying about us ?

My tears dropped once the lyrics started. 

Thanks God to give me a great daddy too.

 (''3 Muacks ~

好朋友

很好奇自己在别人心中占了个怎样的位置. 结果就跑去问了个朋友. 

我 : 朋友啊~ 我有哪个缺点你接受不来? 
她 : 没~ 为什么这样问?
我 : 就说说吧~ 我想知道嘛~
她 : 从来没想过这样的一个问题啊 ! 而且, 真的没什么接受不了地~ 就太 "sin" (爱整齐)
我 : 嗨~ (她会懂我的烦恼)
她 : 叹什么气嘛 ~ 去睡觉吧~ 别想太多~ 

我深知道诗筠的缺点多得是...但...
原来, 好朋友真的能包容你的一切...
不是因为不介意所以才容忍...
而是因为好朋友所以不介意...
不是需要你所以做你的朋友...
而是珍惜你所以才需要你的...


每天能和几个好朋友聊上几句是我疲惫的一天里最欣慰的事. 

A night with Teh Tarik

  Since move to a single small room. I learnt how to stay Alone. In stead to feel lonely, I enjoy the freedom inside. At least, I can do anything I like. Suddenly got a message...just a sense of touch...when you found someone miss you. I miss you too. I'm wondering will you stalk my blog? =) Dosn't matter, not important. Gemini like to refresh their precious moment *every night or even anywhere when they meet something caught their heart before.

  Is it true if you gave what to people, you'll get back the same? How many of us really take care about the feeling of your friends? Feel very annoyed...* if you have drop in here, take 5 minutes to think. WHAT you have contributed to others in a day? Come on guys~ kindly take part of your time sitting in front of the computer to help? Do look around, you wonder he/she are waiting you. Just imagine,don't you upset or disappointed when others treat you badly too. Don't try to give excuse for your unwillingness. Your help was noted; your cruel was carved.

  I'll do it whatever I can. Your cruel is part of the power to train out my strong wings. One day, my wings may strong enough to allow me fly. A night with Teh Tarik ... ^^

 

梦想

梦想不是挂在嘴边炫耀的空气.而是需要认真的实践.

等到对的风,我们展翅飞翔.

没有风,只要拥有足够强壮的翅膀,我们照样能拔地飞行.

人生最重要的,不是完成了什么,而是如何完成它.

人生中发生的每一件事都有它的意义.

绝对不要否定过去的每一个自己!我们无法时时刻刻坚强, 常常,我们得习惯如何在软弱中拙劣的活下去.

努力不被发现眼泪,然后珍惜每一个有机会看见你哭泣的人.

这个世界上,或许真存在不管怎么努力,也达不到地梦想.但如果一百倍的努力,能够换取一个呼吸的距离...欣赏它...那么,我会去做.

最后被自己感动不已.

专心致志.

所谓自我实现,未必要立下多大的目标,只要有些成长,你就会感受到生命的喜悦.

加油!