The Lonely City

  Listen to mum. I stepped back to here. If not I'll keep on thinking about how The memory in my heart is going to full. Dropped in here to digest part of it. May the busy of homework make me concentrate in academic? Please,  let me go ! I don't want to be disturbed by such useless things. Perhaps too pain...not only the wound but feel vexed about something too.

  Only absent 2 days but it's look a lot things happened in college. The world wouldn't change even without you, Liew See Jiun. Come on, you can do it ! Go ! Go ! Go !

A Longer Day

  It's tougher to pass through . Second day after operation, the face yet swollen. I don't know why the wound is getting more pain. Like a knife cut off your skin and the brain is going to burst. Just took a pain killer to control it. The leaves are only available until tomorrow. Wish I can get well as soon as possible.

  Suddenly miss popo so much. Hope she is beside to accompany in home when everyone went out to work. ='( Can Today pass by a little bit faster ?

  I'll be a little bit stronger than Yesterday after Today. Do you agree?  No Pain, No Gain.

10th May

  两年前, 遇见了你是我在学院的起点.  第一天, Orientation 就坐在我隔壁. 你问我: "你是QS 的?" 我 "哦" 了一声.... 就ignore 你. ^^ 是缘分吧~它让我们同班再成为好朋友...从形影不离,无话不说到分班. 其间哭过, 伤过, 恨过...傻到还写信要换班也不成功) 真的哭过很多次因为我真的很怕孤单. 多少人甚至问过我如果没有你我能活吗??  到现在你们告诉我就快转校...我真的很不舍得...很不舍得...很不舍得. 两年, 你和她都陪伴我每一个Lecture...下个学期就分开了. 

                                                   两年前的今天我和你们同住在一起.  

   我会习惯吗? 我不敢多想因为我知道还有很长很长的路要走. 大家都有自己的梦要完成. 我们一定要努力, 等到梦想成真然后被自己的成功感动不已. 不管怎样, 很高兴你们走过我的人生.

                                    

Who Can I Believe To

I have promised to you that what wrote in here genuineness. In the way to grow up, I found that no matter where, how, to whom, and what you share. Nothing will be agree by whole yet make argument between each other. It starts to make me tired and fed up with all such things. Sometimes I'll ask myself is it just a childish way to express all my emotional and opinion here. A lot of things can't voice out and it just that tough for me to break down it in heart.

  Hope Angle pass by may drop me a message which can guide me to the right way.

Follow Your Heart

  Hey guys, I think it's time to write and I am writing. Like what I put as Post Title. I have stayed in Home for about 2 months and that's another 2 months to go. If you ask am I regret to choose to have my Practical in Hometown. I think I may not able to answer you. =) That's always good and bad but I choose not to voice out much in negative thinking and comments.

  What for? If I tell you how sad I am ~how tough I face~ how worry I have ~ Are you going to cry with me? Are you going to help me? Are you really care I am blooding in heart? Do you know I try badly to stand up when I fell? I believe everyone is weak in mentally when you failed. Prove it ? Just try to Smile with a wound in your body. 

  Secondly, don't judge me with face. It's FACT and I found you're NOT REALISING. I showed how free I am when I free. It is same as I can't show you how busy I was because I was busying (where I have time to capture when I was doing works?) Don't you feel contradiction ? I do feel annoyed, SORRY to say that. What a DAMN and SUCK feeling now!

  Phiew ~ (after 30 minutes) ~Con't 

  Fine ~ =) SMILE ! Let's share something Happy.

  

  During the period of practical, sometime I feel touch with my dad acting. Wake up earlier just to send me to office and bring me enjoy our great breakfast before work. 

  I do feel proud to meet a kind, nice and amazing Principle for my Practical. I still remember what he told me...The MOST meaningful words. Girls, slow and steady. It's no point to speed up but everything wrong. Do your works accurately is more important. When you catch up automatically development in speed. ^^ I'll keep it in mind & heart forever. 

  Seriously, I am here to promise that I am going to take good good care of my health. Skin allergic badly and backbone pain last for a month. I went for blood test today. Lack of blood in body and totally no blood can be taken out with 3 holes. I need go and make it in another day again. =( 

  Mum was running in and out looking for Chinese Medicine for me last month. Finally backbone is cured. Say NO to cold drink and spicy food. Honestly, I'll still take some without her knowing. :p 

  Okay, totally can't finish all stories here. =) The sequence of Life is same as my blog, Up and Down. Doesn't matter. It's a Fun, fly Up to sky and Down to wonderland. Sorry, my language is freaking bad. LOL ! 

一个人

一个人的时候 很无聊

一个人的时候 很无助

一个人的时候 很无奈

这是人生的过程

一个人 要自力

慢慢就习惯了

一个人的时候 亲人给的鼓励 

短短的 但稳住了我恐慌的心 

Father

Dad , I grew up already. 

You are the person that I get everything from you without a Thanks.
So go ahead to do so next time.

I know that's not an easy job.Where's your strength come from ? 
Make Home Warm and Lovely.

I hope to jog near the forest, climbing and have a cycle match with you again.

But I'm just away from home. I wish you stay healthy always.

Can the time just get slow a bit ? Don't make my daddy getting older and older.

May I do anything for you ?

How great  if I could buy the years that has gone so that your white hairs turn back to black. 

You are my idol in my life. Thanks, you've give The Best Home and The Best Things.  

Am I your proud ? Are you still worrying about us ?

My tears dropped once the lyrics started. 

Thanks God to give me a great daddy too.

 (''3 Muacks ~