Be Strong And Happy Always

  After stayed in library 5 hours alone, mind really tired. Last half hour passed with Pui Yan. When I saw her in library suddenly feel so warm. She didn't do anything and said anything special to me. Sit in front of her, I am like kid as I know she won't mind.1st step back to PV12 house feel so happy to talk with Foo Koay and Yee Wen.One hour chatting also make me destress. I found that they become part of my life. I would not keep anything and pretend in front of them. We live together almost a year (included Kah Yan). Refresh back the momories between us I wonder, I am who I am in front of them. They stayed when I happy, angry, sad...It is so glad to have them beside.

  What make me realised their important? Honestly, FAMILY. Suddenly miss home so much. Sis asked whether want follow her back this weekend or not. I was not replied don't want but can't. Exam is still on. I have to keep it on revision. It has happened something seriously. I don't know how to slove it. I have tried to. Stop myself to think about it anymore. How afraid I was during that time. I just hope to ran back home and stay beside someone who will protect me ( no matter I am wrong or right), they still love me and care me. You may say I so dependance...(sorry as I cant stand with that) beside that I don't know what to say.
  I know I have to be strong. I want as strong as my dad and mum. I want as smart as you. I want as confident as him. I want as happy as naive child.