See Jiun

                                                                     See Jiun is here.
   I write this to remind myself ,I Am Who I Am.If you feel I am ugly,then close your eyes.If you dislike me,please don't act like you like me so much in front of me.At least you can don't bother me.If you don't like my way just tell me.Maybe I will be dissappointed with myself  but at least you are respected in my heart.
   Listen,don't judge me through face.I keep quiet doesn't mean I don't care; it is because I am trying to accept,thinking, and if I realise that really is my problems I will be change. I trying my best to do what I can to anyone need help.However if you still though I didnt make use for you,please go a head.
  When I treat you as my friend, hurt or shoot words may make me sad.Sad for a long long time.Searched the reasons,find out the problems ,sometimes even look down myself.I did all these because you reserved important place.
  One day,I won't sad anymore and stand confidently in front of you and smile to you silently even you treat me worst.That mean I really don't care you anymore,stranger.  In this world,there maybe still a lot of  people dislike See Jiun.I am trying to ignore you to make myself Happier.

My 1st Blog ^^

  Hello to everyone who 1st view my blog here.It is totaly fresh for me to create a blog.Yeah,honestly since long time ago I have the idea to write but that only think.Think without action.So that is great to stay here to write a lot of nonsense.Erm...if possible I would like to share more in here for people who care and love me.Thanks, before you going to view my next post because I'm a lazy and emo person.Therefore,most properly will write when I have mood or free.So,friends please be patient to wait my next post.Haha..sound like there will someone waiting my post. Yup, I hope so to have u guys look through and leave some comments if you willing.
  Okay,today will be a good day although now is only evening.You know why? Finally~ finally~ complete and pass up 3 assignments for this week.3 assignments make me almost EXHAUSTED.Before it came I have count for their arrive...phew~luckily it passed.I am not a smart student as others so I know I have work extra mile compare with others.I willing to do so if my effort really can make work better. However,obviously it didn't.Situation like this sometimes make me angry and dissapointed with myself.How could I'm that weak in all things? Words like this will keep on appear in my brain.I hope to be more independent and more confident.Just hope I can slove all the problems myself .
  Beside that,I know girls will be 1st going to burst out when we get stress to much.Right?So people,don't worry about that because that the only way for us to kick out the stress.(Hope to be alone during the time but scare to be alone in the same time.) As a friend,please stay beside silently.That's the Best Support.
  Anyway it passed.Life is like this.When the time you face problems it is also the time you learn more and know more from the hard time.People said "hard time can build a character",I'm always agree with that.During this two weeks,I get more from you guys.Hard time passed faster when there are someone to be with us.Sometimes I left things unspoken it doesn't mean I didn't realise.Is touch to think back to have you guys helping me in all that.What even more touch is I heard some nice sentences and words."Cheer~cheer~tomorrow we going to help you", "People who think you trouble is the one selfish","All things will be fine","Is like that~everyone having the same problems,don't worry".... I will remember it forever.Thanks you guys.
  Hope you'll like My 1st Blog.