19岁的生日 (last teen year) ^^

24.5.1992 我出身的日期...一路走来有着很多很多疼爱我的人.诗筠,不懂从何谢起.你们的爱已感受到了.今年的生日收到三个蛋糕两次的庆祝.其实,真的很感动.以后,我可以骄傲的炫耀曾经有那么一群朋友疯到午夜12.00来帮你庆生,多令人羡慕~ ^^ 不是开完笑,那是我生平第一次! 珍惜的要命了...

有个朋友,不怎么特别,有时说话不怎么投缘,烦起来还会令人讨厌...恨她会觉得自己是个罪人不恨她会觉得自己无辜啊~但她就是有朋友的心...看了真的会感动.
又有个朋友,明明没空,明明就很麻烦,明明可以假装忘记...死都抽个时间把蛋糕塞给自己然后匆匆去上课.我心情烂透了因为不能和送你蛋糕的人一起吃...真的很没意思...但又不能生气她才叫我哭笑不得!

让我流泪的终究是生活在同一个屋檐下一年的他们.一直相信和他们一块生活准没错...又是旧同学又是同乡又是朋友...有苦必对他们诉.容纳我一切缺点,自私,无知,高傲....所有所有...不但不怪我,还给予那份惊喜和心意~~远远胜过一切贵重的礼物.谢谢你们.真的谢谢你们.心麻到不行了~我每年都要这样哭一次好吗?!

当生日过去,还慢慢细读一大堆的祝福~~我幸福惨了...^^

人总是不满足.满满的祝福与疼爱中必定有那么的一点不完美.有些东适合烂在心里,让它成为成长的养分.(我常会不知足,所以常提醒自己)
想说...朋友,不要只顾着羡慕"我的" >.<  (*别人*)幸福而觉得自己一无所有.她是因为懂得知足所以幸福.

我不再许下让自己多成功的愿望;相反的我希望就算我一辈子都那么的无能还会有很多人来爱我帮我疼我. 嘻嘻~~神吧?!?我伟大的愿望!!!

我是一只小小鸟

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠


每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖 当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
这样的要求算不算太高

人真的会累,鼓励着我撑下去的一首歌.不要再害怕孤单.加油!!!

Stop Compare !

 Result was out yesterday. Finally passed. Thanks for the guys who help me in revision. I don't have any things in return you all but I am here to stay beside you any time you need my help.
 Many students got excellent results. However most of them do not satisfy with the results. Looking for better is a good attitude but dont let yourself always stay in stress. Come on. We are human, if you did your best. That's enough. Stop compare yourself with others. How many effort you put how many harvest you get. Sometime, we totally can't make balance of our mind to see those guy put less effort but get more. Yeah, you are right. God is not fair. Really not fair. He make everyone different. He let the person who are stronger to face more problems on the way to success because he believe on us. He believe that we are the one who can handle all the difficulties. Others can't, that is why we are choosen by him. ^^ Therefore, stop yourself to compare. You are not happy with your marks? How about the one who don't even has book to read? We do has the opportunity to study and we do try our best to do it well. Nothing else we do to regret, right?
 This is just the way I console myself . Unhappy things hold 9 per 10 in our life. Let the annoyance go only the pleasure stay in your heart.

Worth

  It is the time I stay alone. Great for me to refresh my mind, write and share. Next week gonna be second year student. Proud with that I am safe to stay. Finally moved to new unit with 2 new housemates and 2 previous housemates on 2nd of May. I didnt catch any photo of previous unit but I believe friends which close with us have been there before. For sure I miss it. Do you? Just as a 'stranger' or 'friend' to our unit, do you have memories in there? Pasta day, group study, gossip, celebrations and many.

  Holiday make changes in my hair. First time cut it from long to short. Good bye to my 6 years long hair. When I was sitting in the barber shop, took almost half hour to decide. I tried to call mum and friend too for suggestion but no one pick up my phone. God, I shaked. I wana change! Just hope get ahead in everything. Cut. Luckily you all accepted it. Not bad. When I never long hair, 13 has a big determination for I must make a long long hair. After 6 years, I made a bigger determination for I must try to cut short my first long hair.

 



long straight

 Is that possible another changes? We look forward too.

long curly

If nothing ever change, there'd be no butterflies. Tomorrow will be another change.

 short !!!

Do has the idea to change yourself, guys? It is worth no matter lost or gain as you learn more and get ahead. To be brave but humble.